Surprise!!

I'm so surprised that my dad bought me an Iphone. ^^ I really can't believe it. 

     I have been spending so much time trying to learn how to use this new phone of mine. Hahax. It's so complicated. And I'm just a typical classical girl. I have so much to learn. This is so new to me. ^^


I don't dare to online after that incident. Don't dare to talk to Gil also. Sighs. What should I do? 


   Anyway, I've been busy learning about my Iphone, I just totally forgets about it. Wow, I really have to thank Reeve. He has been a real great tutor to me. He taught me everything about Iphone and what should I do with it. 


OMG. I hate it!! Why can I so easily trust people?? Why didn't I think about it?? Gil told me it was a prank. I can't believe it. I'm such an idiot!! OMG. I feel so hurt. Because the person I trusted the most played a prank on me. And that was a huge prank. I totally fall for it without thinking about it. They are going too far already. I know I'm not a city girl. I have a simple mind, simple life. I don't like complicated things or to make things complicated. Are they giving me lessons?? Are they showing me, that this is how those people out there should be?? 
  
     H knew it too. But he didn't let me know. He thought that I've already figured out myself. He suspected something was wrong and didn't even let me know?? He didn't even pick up my calls or reply my sms recently. Is he trying to play hide and seek with me?? Not that I wanna check on him, I just wanna ask why!!

Freakssss!!!

Oh My God!!!OMG...Summer really freaks me out. What can I do?? Is he a stalker?? Does he considered as a stalker?? He read all Gil's conversations and know exactly everything that Gil and I chat. The main thing is, he doesn't allow me to tell Gil. 
It freaks me out right now, right this instance. I'm not sure what's Gil reaction after reading it here in my blog. My facebook history still got the evidence that I had chat with him in Gil's account. I'm not crazy, am I?? Things started to get complicated now. 
I'm very sure that I called Gil just now to through handphone. It wasn't Gil who pick up the call. It was Summer. 
I'm very sure of it. It really creeps me out. I feel like crying now!! 
Summer even called me, and said, don't simply talk in front of Gil. 
What does he mean?? Means I can't tell Gil about it?? I don't even dare to call Gil also. 
Means all Gil's actions are being monitored?? Means there can be no more secrets around us?? Don't he think he's playing too far already??
I'm really really very confused right now. I tried to call H. He didn't pick up my calls also. In his last sms, he just wrote 'Hahahahahahahaha". Damn it!!! Can anyone tell me what to do??

End of 20th July...

I spent my whole day making a video. Thank God, I've completed it. So happy with the result. Actually I just wanna post my song into facebook. However, facebook only allow video. So I have to convert my song into video file. I really can't believe I did it again. All by myself. Guessed I'm really evolving. Proud of myself too. But I really have to thank my dear sis, Gil. Without her, I really don't know what I'll be. She taught me a lot of things. And the reason I'm evolving?? Of course my dear Gil. I changed a lot too. Not relying so much on my friends. Try to depend on myself more. I should be growing up by now. 
Summer, summer, summer. ^^ He hurts his leg. Hope he'll be alright soon. 
Him!! My dear H. So happy that he said he'll try his best to help me in making the video. ^^ Didn't know he's kinda helpful at times. 
Anyway, I'm really happy with what I've done. I'm proud of myself. Hope everyone likes my video too. It's my gratitude to them. They are so important in my life. 

Finally It's Over...

Hurray!! Exams finally are over. I'm so relax and happy. 
   
     Concert was over too. Right now, holiday!! Went back to Ipoh to rest and relax.

However, I am sick again. So sad. 

---

Saturday, our concert night, Summer came. I was so happy because I thought he wouldn't come. I just try my luck asking him to come. I really miss Summer a lot. He's the greatest companion. Even though I know he'll "zat" me the whole day. That's true. He didn't stop "zat" me for the whole night. The weird part was, I was happy and not mad at him. Sighs. Maybe whatever he said was true. He was a great gentleman too. He was helping me to take care of my hp and Gil's. Helped me to take photos too. I was sitting with him for the whole concert, because I was the one who asked him come. I shouldn't have left him alone. I was telling him and explaining all those instruments. Didn't know he'll be interested in music. 

Him again!! Need me the most and he'll treat me good?? Sighs. However, he's getting better now. Treating me as a human. When out with him, treated me a McD's ice-cream, cause he lost in the arcade, Tekken!! So happy. But I think it's because of Gil too. He bet with Gil and he lost, of course. Sighs. Went to times square on friday too. Obviously using my car. We had a great chat too. I don't know why, when I'm with him or with Summer, I just want to tell them everything. Had a great time too. And OMG!! Times square got so many nice things. I had to control myself for not spending a cent. I asked him to control me too. Hahax. =P

End of 1st July...

Today I had a great day. Went out with Ken. Watched Transformer 3. Nice movie. Optimus Prime has always been my favorite. ^^
Watching movie with Ken is much more relax compared with him. Ken made me so happy. He said why do I have to treat everyone that nice even to strangers. When we go back that time, there was a car searching for parking, I showed her my car. Then Ken asked me, why you tell that person where's your car?? What's wrong with that?? Shouldn't we humans be nice to each other?? He said I'm very weird, naive, too simple-minded. And one thing for sure, too nice to everyone. He told me that I should learn to protect myself too. Just like H. 
Don't know what's wrong with Gil today?? Try to reach her in the night but she was asleep. So early?? Doesn't seem like her at all. 
I hope what I've written in my blog don't offense her. Blog is the only place I can express myself. I just wanna let everything out. I hope she'll be alright and contact me soon. 

End of 30th June...

Sighs. I don't know what's wrong with me today. I should be happy, but I'm not. >.<
I was having a great time with my mum and aunt, shopping!! But I don't have the mood. Maybe Gil told me that she's watching Transformer with him?? Sighs. Gil is my sister. My best buddy!! I should trust her. But I don't know how come I'll have this kind of feeling. I'm afraid that he'll forever be hers. Cause the both of them have so much in common. I've already promised myself that I'll let go. Why should I bother who is going out with him?? I don't have any mood after that. Kept quiet the whole day. @_@
What should I do?? I shouldn't be jealous of Gil. If that day really comes, I should be giving all my blessings to them. 
I just hope that time can mend my broken heart.